been feeling all out of sorts and don't really want to talk to anyone but just don't really know why either...

when you’re mad, you don’t miss people. So if you stay mad, it’s like you never knew them at all. That way you don’t feel sucky about them leaving you.


yeah, i should do that

pretending that it doesn't exist won't change anything
but it'll help make things seem better

Why do all girls seem to fall for their friend at one point or another? It's cause we see a great person, someone who knows us inside out, someone who's been there when we were down, someone who knows what makes us laugh and what makes us cry, someone who cares. We see the perfect guy in our friend. But what we don't see is that as soon as we take that next step, he will turn into someone we never knew at all; he'll turn into the typical guy and it will all end.

yupps, sucks

i love you (:

The irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone right after that person has walked out of your life. Sometimes you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them, just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, letting go is one way of expressing how much they love a person, but for others it’s holding on to that special feeling as long as possible before it fades away. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love, love is always present, it’s just that one was being loved too much and the other wasn’t being loved enough. We all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just a pass time, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you are hurting too much. Give up when you or the other believes love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. there is someone out there who will honestly love you, and only then will you know true love.

You know when we fight and hang up, and you don't call me back, that hurts me the most because it makes me wonder; if we were to be fighting face to face, would you just let me go when I walk away?

When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent. You would think that for something so important, it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a symbol or the ringing of a bell. But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

I act like I don't care, but the truth is I care too much

it was never about how many breaths she took but how many moments took her breath away. Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was by choice but falling in love with you was beyond her control. Her tongue has so many bite marks from the things she stopped herself from saying. Just sometimes, she wishes you'd pay more attention to her favourite songs because the lyrics sing the words that she was too scared to say,she missed you every moment that you both weren't together but it got easier everyday because even though its one day further from the last time she saw you, it was one day closer to the next time she will. The best feeling in the world was knowing that she meant the world to you. But when you were hers, it made her just that bit more afraid because she truly has something to lose. Now, no matter how long or hard she loved you, you'll never love her back. And she has to be okay with that. She's waiting too long for something thats never gonna come and she knows that too. Being sarcastic and cold helped keep her from telling you what she really wanted to say. You convinced her that guys fall in love with whom they are attracted to. Just because she's smiling all the time does not mean that she's happy. Laughing does not mean she doesn't cry, walking away doesn't mean she doesn't feel the urge to run away and loving you never meant waiting forever. You made her wonder which hurt more: saying something she wished she never said or not saying something she wished she did. Now when you belong to someone else and you say you love her, don't say it unless you really mean it or she might do something crazy like actually believe it. Its not longer a matter of "is she okay" but a matter of "will she ever be". After a certain point of time, a heart with so many stress fractures can never be anything but broken. But even if she told you she missed you, would you have stayed...? figured not. Anyone can give up, its the easiest thing to do in the world but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if she fell apart, that's true strength, something she doesn't possess...

The difference between guys and girls:

Guys drink to forget about girls.
Girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can’t forgive.
Girls can forgive but can’t forget.
Guys break up when they feel love from another girl.
Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man.
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them.
When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
And finally, guys wish to be her first love while girls wish to be his last.

you said that you'll be there for me, so where are you now

"is my glass half empty or half full. if i say it’s empty, but that’s not completely true. My life isn’t void and I have my happy moments but they usually just seem to disappear, or get worse. So, my glass is cracked. Yes, cracked. It gets filled up with happiness and hope, but it always ends up escaping my grasp. It always ends up empting out. It will never be full because it’s always leaking. And one day, it will get thrown away, because nobody wants a broken glass."

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a girl lies on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl says “I love you”, she means it with all her heart.
When a girl says that she can’t live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says “I miss you”, no one in this world can miss you more than that.

and everything has to do with you

maybe getting over someone you’re in love with isn’t impossible. Unless, maybe you don’t actually get over it. Maybe you just learn to live with it.

Walking away isn’t the hardest. The most difficult thing to do, is telling yourself that you can’t look back.

You say I'm the one who shut everyone out. Maybe you just didn't try hard enough to stay in.

Girl: I won't forget you.
Boy: You'll never need to.

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant absolutely nothing to him.

and i'm still wondering if i really mean nothing at all.

"It's so frusturating because I broke up with him cause I was sick of crying everyday and fighting, like I didn’t wanna cry anymore. But now I’m still crying because he’s not here to make me stop." sigh

every girl has that one boy, that they’ll never get over. That one guy who makes you laugh all the time. The one who gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one who remembers all the stupid things you say and reminds you about it months from now. The one who has his name written all over your heart. The one whom you compare to everyone. The one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. The one you cry over and over about. The one everyone thinks you can do better than. The one you ask why her and not me. The one when you first saw him you knew you loved him. The one that in some way ends up not being yours.

why must it be like this...

the best feeling in the world is knowing that you actually mean something to someone.

sometimes I wish you’d pay more attention to my favourite songs, because the lyrics sing the words that I’m too scared to say.

No one makes me smile quite like you do.

There’s only so much pain that a heart can take. And you, my dear, have exceeded the limits.

I want to be the place in your heart that you can never let go of.

"The easiest way to lose something is to want it too much"

"Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, “I only want to be your friend”, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute."

Its funny how some people just say something and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love. It changes everything; nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don't know it, it still happens.